feeling like a fifth wheel

[cedar_musketeer]

For those of you who do not know by now, I have moved to Maryland to be with the woman I love, maikujaku. But lately I feel like I am doing more harm than good up here. For starters she blamed me for all her friends leaving her, that I was somehow drivign them away, and now in our current living situation, she has friends that coem over, as well as our other roomate's friends, and they seem to leave me out of everything, yet I am expected to do the dishes and clean the cat box for cats they don't even belong to either of us. Now I don't want to leave, espically since I just got a new job with Pep Boys, but I just feel so left out of most things lately, even Second Life. I can't get on because she stays on whenever I come home from work, and on my days off she spends all day on the computer so I can just barely get on to check my e-mail and web comics. I know she has a busy internet life, but she seems more intrested in being online than spendign any time with me.

Well, I just needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for readign this little rant of mine.