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THE TIME CAPSULE MEME
year 2010
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Quite honestly? When things began for us, I never expected us to be this close. At all. You were someone I was familiar with that enjoyed the same thing I did, Pandora Hearts, and it was good to discuss on about and the like but I didn't think it would get any farther than that. Then you suggested we should meet up, and immediately I thought-- well, sure, I wouldn't mind. It sounded like fun, but hey I'm gradually an awkward person upon meeting people for the first time and that's exactly what happened. We met up but I was really really nervous. To the point I practically ignored you, paying attention mostly to my best friend and I just felt incredibly guilty for. I figured, oh well now she'll think I'm a jerk, that she won't like me since I ignored her. And things will end there.
But you know what? You didn't. Rather, you just spoke of how much fun you had and I was surprised. I ignored you mostly and you were just had so much patience to not mind that little part. It made me think, you know I don't know her all that well then. It made me consider knowing more about you. And we did. We hung out more, with a sleepover, Anime Expo, another sleepover while chatting online about PH and then you got me to actually go on Plurk. You are the reason I am where I am on Plurk, talking to all these people and getting to know them. You're the reason I'm as social as I am on there. You got me to join Somarium as Jack, you constant enabler. And then one day you told me about how you and Hyoupyon were joining Somarium, and I just joked and said oh well I have Celty I could probably join too.
Because of you, I am where I am on LJ and Plurk. You've effected my life in more ways than you can imagine. I'm more social, I'm more open to others, I'm talking to more people than I would've ever talked to before Plurk and joining an LJ game like Somarium.
As silly as it sounds, though of course I've already told you, it came to the point that I found myself liking you. In a way more than a friend. It was silly, but I enjoyed texting you saying how much I missed you, and I enjoyed receiving the same message back. I appreciate you making me feel like I was wanted. I love hanging out with you outside of online, I love how you you can so easily make me keysmash, I love how you can make me laugh and smile and I just love everything about you. When you one time said, "Have I swooned you bby?" I wanted to say yes, because you did. I told Neenee about it, but I kept it also in mind, you may not feel the same way- and I was willing to accept it. Which came out to be so. But rather than feeling sad, I'm still very, very happy. Because instead of our friendship loosening or breaking off, it's just as tight as ever.
I'm not worrying over it at all, to be honest. I'm just glad you're still in my life. And a year from now-- no, many many years from now I will still be here for you. From the beginning to now, I'm still protective of you and I will continue to dote on you and forever keep by the words of how wonderful of a person you are, and how amazing you are. A year from now, you'll probably look back at this message and think how moe, cute, or whatever-- but you know what? That's okay. Not to say I won't deny B( Maybe I won't? For you Annabelle, I'm anything. Te amo, I hope life only gets better and better for you. I'll try with all my might to keep this going. ♥
Grazie, mia cara.
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