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THE TIME CAPSULE MEME
year 2010
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how are you? In a year from now, you'll be reading this. I wonder what you would be like by then. Will you be a JYP Trainee? A Alpha Trainee? Will you be attached? Will you still be in k-pop? Will you have any friends? Will you have anyone there for you? Will everyone still be friends with you? Will you still be the same old annoying you?
I wonder how 2011 was for you..... Was it tiring? Was it smooth? Was it hard and painful? Was it easy and relaxing? Was it stressful? I really don't know. I'm scared. I'm scared of what the future holds. I'm really scared. I'm really really afraid of what is going to come, which is what you experienced this whole year, right, 2011 Lynn?
2011 Lynn, do you remember how normal this year felt? Going to a new school, meeting farmiliar faces, making new friends, meeting idols, being in dance, being one of the best dancers, getting high expectations from everyone... It was normal?? Kind of. It was stressful and filled with tears too. You became more rebellious this year, actually. It's weird. You met Jashlyn, a bung, who at the start freaked you out to no end and now you 2 are the bestest of friends and hug each other everyday people think the both of us are a couple. Are you still friends with her?
I don't know. This year was kinda weird. When you first got into dance, everyone had such high expectations of you, people hated you, people were jealous of you, people sucked up to you, I really don't know who to go to. You had so much pressure, it was so difficult for you, going for practice was hell. Not to mention, 3 times a week. You would cry because of the pressure from your dance teachers and your choreographers. You would cry because of the pressure from your mom and your brothers and their high expectations. It was difficult being a girl who could balance 5 leadership positions, be in such a tiring CCA and still be in the top 10 in the class, wasn it?
I don't know. Be it being a trainee, being a normal girl, being some shit lousy girl who no one wants you, I hope you have lived throughout 2011 and nothing bad has happened to you or your family. I hope you became prettier and less manri P:
Love,
2010 Lynn
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