dilemma
I wonder how I would be in life if I was not attractive and did not have a semi-decent body(primarily, breasts). Like, who would be in my life, who would I have never met, how would people treat me. I'm getting to the point where I wish I could be viewed primarily as a human being(WHAT a wish right?!). No one at school respects me and takes me seriously. I don't know what I can do about it. I don't wear skimpy clothing revealing my body, AND if I did....so what. A woman should be allowed to wear stylish clothes that are not sagging to the floor and be able to be respected by a man. What has this world come to? I think I get sexually harrassed 3-5 times a week at GTCC. I have NO ONE to talk to, no one to put my trust in, and am completely alone there. Is this really how the "professional" world will be? One big boys club?? If so, I'm going to have to toughen up so to speak bc emotionally I'm not prepared for this. And I'm really not just talking about my school, but about the world in general. I don't think anyone takes me seriously, not just bc I'm a pretty set of boobs to stare at, but because I'm only 20 years old. But really, I have no idea what to do about how the guys at school treat me. Should I just hold it out until the fall semester and come back starting over and try to solve the problem then? or what?! Girls, give me advice please!