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This weekend was pretty fun I guess. Well no... it was very busy.
This entry will be maaaaaaaaad long (not really).
ALright so my dad bought this Jaguar head in Mexico (a while ago) it's not real... it's a bunch of beads around the shape of a jaguar. Alright I tried to describe it, but my description really sucks, so here's a picture...
It's really neat. My dad explained to me that every month you're supposed to turn it a certain degree. So I asked him if he did it, and after he told me he did, I said, "that's crazy." And then he seemed offended and was telling me it wasn't crazy at all it was tradition... I had to explain to him what crazy meant...
Wow... I love the entire process I went through to explain that story... It wasn't even that good... I guess some people will enjoy it for that main reason.
Friday: NYE park after track w/ rick, melissa, chris, sean and erika. It was somewhat dramatic but okay. We found this spot which overlooked the pond which is behind the park. There was a lonely swan there, and it made me think if it had found it's soul mate. Swans only have one partner his/her entire life, and once one of the mate dies, the other one dies shortly after. OrsoIwastold. But it was all alone, and the water didn't look pleasant. Then we went to Mashpee commons, with out erika/sean. Jamie Heidi was hiding from us... it was odd. At one point he was on the other side of a bush, and I'd go around to see him, and he'd move around to hide, but I could see him through the leaves. He's a special kid... Anywho... Melissa and I went into the men's bathroom and Rick and Chris went into the Women's B-room. They were both empty, so we figured why not. and... yes... And then 2 rent-a-cops came and asked us what we were doing. Rick Melissa and I were already out of the B-Rooms, and then chris came walking out of the women's bathroom with a sly smile on his face, and it was perfect, making me laugh.
Saturday: Mall with Tori and Talia. Oh, Sean and erika came as well... It was fun. I bought a mother's day gift. In addition we bought matching sandles, and Harry-Potter themed shirts. I didn't want to at first, but Tori and Tal convinced me. I have one w/ HP on it, Talia has one w/ Ron on it, and Tori has one w/ the SLytherin logo. We went to the book store. There we went to the childrens section (where there are a bunch of chairs and it looks like a story-time place). We gathered up into a close triangle, and I whispered a book TOri picked out. A bunch of stories written by gay men about their first sexual experience. We then continued to talk about relationships and what not. It was fun.
Sunday, I gave my mom her gift, and she was happy, but then I had to leave to my saccccer game in Oceana w/ Tal and Erica (shouten). Soccer game in wind/mist/rain. We tied, 1-1. I think we should've won, but w/e. Damn wind and rain.
Meh, This is all. I took care of what I had to do, but now things are really confusing. I think I'm making this entry longer than it has to be because I'm dreading to do the little amount of home work which I have. I went to the dentist today, and I wouldn't get numb, (it's because my nerve is in some unusual place) and I got confused, but w/e.
I like feeling free (Hair down... Kayla prolly will get this part), and it feels like a burden has lifted, and that sounds bad... I shouldn't call it a burden, but that's what it felt like. But now he wants things to go back to before, but I don't... we'll see.
Oh and today at lunch, I was trying to be secrative, and I was. But then Kayla and Talia were loud. Sorry about that Kayla, but it doesn't matter if they know... I think... And Anna (W) said something that made me feel really deffensive, and I spoke up at first, but then kept quiet. Nothing bad, just makes me know my emotions better (?) roightousness...
And I smiled today, and I love this new feeling. A simple act of kindness seen so much greater. Yesssss. I love this.
Andhewaitedjustformeanditmademesomuchmorehappierthanthemilliontimeshewouldwait.
This is counfusing.
Alright, procrastination's over. At least in updating LJ... I think I'm gonna find something else to do.
<3
This entry will be maaaaaaaaad long (not really).
ALright so my dad bought this Jaguar head in Mexico (a while ago) it's not real... it's a bunch of beads around the shape of a jaguar. Alright I tried to describe it, but my description really sucks, so here's a picture...
It's really neat. My dad explained to me that every month you're supposed to turn it a certain degree. So I asked him if he did it, and after he told me he did, I said, "that's crazy." And then he seemed offended and was telling me it wasn't crazy at all it was tradition... I had to explain to him what crazy meant...
Wow... I love the entire process I went through to explain that story... It wasn't even that good... I guess some people will enjoy it for that main reason.
Friday: NYE park after track w/ rick, melissa, chris, sean and erika. It was somewhat dramatic but okay. We found this spot which overlooked the pond which is behind the park. There was a lonely swan there, and it made me think if it had found it's soul mate. Swans only have one partner his/her entire life, and once one of the mate dies, the other one dies shortly after. OrsoIwastold. But it was all alone, and the water didn't look pleasant. Then we went to Mashpee commons, with out erika/sean. Jamie Heidi was hiding from us... it was odd. At one point he was on the other side of a bush, and I'd go around to see him, and he'd move around to hide, but I could see him through the leaves. He's a special kid... Anywho... Melissa and I went into the men's bathroom and Rick and Chris went into the Women's B-room. They were both empty, so we figured why not. and... yes... And then 2 rent-a-cops came and asked us what we were doing. Rick Melissa and I were already out of the B-Rooms, and then chris came walking out of the women's bathroom with a sly smile on his face, and it was perfect, making me laugh.
Saturday: Mall with Tori and Talia. Oh, Sean and erika came as well... It was fun. I bought a mother's day gift. In addition we bought matching sandles, and Harry-Potter themed shirts. I didn't want to at first, but Tori and Tal convinced me. I have one w/ HP on it, Talia has one w/ Ron on it, and Tori has one w/ the SLytherin logo. We went to the book store. There we went to the childrens section (where there are a bunch of chairs and it looks like a story-time place). We gathered up into a close triangle, and I whispered a book TOri picked out. A bunch of stories written by gay men about their first sexual experience. We then continued to talk about relationships and what not. It was fun.
Sunday, I gave my mom her gift, and she was happy, but then I had to leave to my saccccer game in Oceana w/ Tal and Erica (shouten). Soccer game in wind/mist/rain. We tied, 1-1. I think we should've won, but w/e. Damn wind and rain.
Meh, This is all. I took care of what I had to do, but now things are really confusing. I think I'm making this entry longer than it has to be because I'm dreading to do the little amount of home work which I have. I went to the dentist today, and I wouldn't get numb, (it's because my nerve is in some unusual place) and I got confused, but w/e.
I like feeling free (Hair down... Kayla prolly will get this part), and it feels like a burden has lifted, and that sounds bad... I shouldn't call it a burden, but that's what it felt like. But now he wants things to go back to before, but I don't... we'll see.
Oh and today at lunch, I was trying to be secrative, and I was. But then Kayla and Talia were loud. Sorry about that Kayla, but it doesn't matter if they know... I think... And Anna (W) said something that made me feel really deffensive, and I spoke up at first, but then kept quiet. Nothing bad, just makes me know my emotions better (?) roightousness...
And I smiled today, and I love this new feeling. A simple act of kindness seen so much greater. Yesssss. I love this.
Andhewaitedjustformeanditmademesomuchmorehappierthanthemilliontimeshewouldwait.
This is counfusing.
Alright, procrastination's over. At least in updating LJ... I think I'm gonna find something else to do.
<3