Major Stressin!
i have not slept all night! its because im so stressed with all this work that i have to do i am soo tired but i cannot fall asleep to save my life. i need help on my xanga site just like i needed help on here...uh. i feel so worthless like i don't know how to do anything. what is the matter with me? It feels like July is never going to end. Like august will never arrive. I will never enroll in school i will never make it back to court on the ninth i won't get my physical on the first or my eye exam on the twelth..don't seem like im ever going to get an answer from the BCHS volleyball coach...ahh im going to go insane..school starts on the twenty second. that seems like decades away... so does my birthday on the eighteenth. that seems like ages. and my party is supposed to be on the twentyith...(sp?? hehe) but idk if that is going to happen..ahh i just cant handle all this...wahhh