Oct 20, 2003 23:06
Lately I feel like I'm a little man with a squirt gun staring at a forest fire. My life is no longer mine to control and I just get to revel in the this sudden realization. In this weeks episode Sean gets his life turned completely around and doesn't get to say shit about it. Stay tuned to find out if the futility crushes him. Fuck. I need to snap out of this.
Michael ditched me. He was supposed to show up here an hour ago. It would be nice to actually speak to someone. The only people who try to speak to me lately are people I have no wish to speak to. Some weird ex-miltary guy temping where I work, Erin's mom, my mom...
Oh well, I guess I'll go make another pot of coffee and watch the new Bjork videos.