I'm not a narcissist, I simply don't want to be ashamed or full of regret.
I feel like Im 16 again, at the stage when I realized that my friends were (nothing like me) on a path that I wanted nothing to do with, a path with no future (so I said peace out yo). I knew long ago that I am the complete opposite of many of my friends but now is time for the break away, again. I don't see what they see, I don't understand what they want or what they are obsessed with, basically I don't see what they live for. I've hung around long enough, I really don't need or want the drama and stress that has arroused. I need people on similar paths so we can learn from eachother, especially someone that gives me some encouragement. I find myself loving strangers more than I do the people that you'll find inside of my living quarters. I have so much hope in people that it is ridiculous. I hang around selflessly,beleiving that they are going to "see the light" but maybe it's just my light and not everyone will see it in their lifetime. I'm not allowing myself to be damaged any longer. Time for endless change.