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I did it. I told Seydou to stay away. I can't go into a ton of details, and you don't really need to know them anyways.. but we've broken up. For good this time, and theres no chance of being back together. None, that ship has sailed. Theres some things I'm not willing to forgive.
He wanted to come up and hang out Tuesday, and I told him I didn't want him to. Ok, this sounds like something simple.. but it's not. I can't say no... especially to him.
so I'm kinda proud of myself. I'm single now, no strings attached.
Celia says (3:42 AM):
my ex wants to come up here on tuesday.
Rob says (3:42 AM):
lol i saw ur face just drop
Celia says (3:42 AM):
ugh idiot, lol
Rob says (3:42 AM):
haha i was wondering what the hell happened
lol
wtf
please tell me u said no
Celia says (3:42AM):
i dunno
Rob says (3:43 AM):
don't do it
lol i guess i don't have much say hehe
but my advice: stay as far away as possible
(...)
Rob says (3:45 AM):
haha
girls are so dumb
and guys know it
that is my secret of the day
Celia says (3:45 AM):
haha
guys are dumb too
Rob says (3:45 AM):
dont tell me i didnt ever tell u anything
haha yes we are dumb
Celia says (3:45 AM):
lol
Me says (3:46 AM):
but for some reason girls always takes us back
Celia says (3:46 AM):
we're just nicer
Me says (3:46 AM):
lol
Celia says (3:46 AM):
....which makes us dumber
Me says (3:46 AM):
exactly my point
haha
ding ding ding
ur a smart one
Celia says (3:46 AM):
shuttup
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Celia says (4:14 AM):
I miss you.. I do. But I have to stay away. I can't have feelings for you anymore, I can't. So, I'm working on not.
Celia says (4:15 AM):
I'm not your gf anymore, and never will again... we have to get used to that.
Seydou says (4:15 AM):
i just don't want to lose our friendship
Celia says (4:15 AM):
i know. me neither
but right now.. I can't be friends with you.
Celia says (4:16 AM):
sorry.
but have to do things for myself.
Seydou says (4:18 AM):
have good night, take care of yourself
I'm sorry again
Celia says (4:19 AM):
ok
good night
Seydou says (4:19 AM):
good bye
Celia says (4:20 AM):
bye.
(to Rob after he'd left)
Celia says (4:20 AM):
its a good thing you're not on cam now
Celia says (4:20 AM):
but i did it so be proud
He wanted to come up and hang out Tuesday, and I told him I didn't want him to. Ok, this sounds like something simple.. but it's not. I can't say no... especially to him.
so I'm kinda proud of myself. I'm single now, no strings attached.
Celia says (3:42 AM):
my ex wants to come up here on tuesday.
Rob says (3:42 AM):
lol i saw ur face just drop
Celia says (3:42 AM):
ugh idiot, lol
Rob says (3:42 AM):
haha i was wondering what the hell happened
lol
wtf
please tell me u said no
Celia says (3:42AM):
i dunno
Rob says (3:43 AM):
don't do it
lol i guess i don't have much say hehe
but my advice: stay as far away as possible
(...)
Rob says (3:45 AM):
haha
girls are so dumb
and guys know it
that is my secret of the day
Celia says (3:45 AM):
haha
guys are dumb too
Rob says (3:45 AM):
dont tell me i didnt ever tell u anything
haha yes we are dumb
Celia says (3:45 AM):
lol
Me says (3:46 AM):
but for some reason girls always takes us back
Celia says (3:46 AM):
we're just nicer
Me says (3:46 AM):
lol
Celia says (3:46 AM):
....which makes us dumber
Me says (3:46 AM):
exactly my point
haha
ding ding ding
ur a smart one
Celia says (3:46 AM):
shuttup
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Celia says (4:14 AM):
I miss you.. I do. But I have to stay away. I can't have feelings for you anymore, I can't. So, I'm working on not.
Celia says (4:15 AM):
I'm not your gf anymore, and never will again... we have to get used to that.
Seydou says (4:15 AM):
i just don't want to lose our friendship
Celia says (4:15 AM):
i know. me neither
but right now.. I can't be friends with you.
Celia says (4:16 AM):
sorry.
but have to do things for myself.
Seydou says (4:18 AM):
have good night, take care of yourself
I'm sorry again
Celia says (4:19 AM):
ok
good night
Seydou says (4:19 AM):
good bye
Celia says (4:20 AM):
bye.
(to Rob after he'd left)
Celia says (4:20 AM):
its a good thing you're not on cam now
Celia says (4:20 AM):
but i did it so be proud