Surprise Surprise :)
Well, I did the enevitable. I ended things with Jeremy. Im not sure why, really....I wasnt planning on it. I was hoping things would get better and I was trying very hard. It was like I snapped. Im not sure if it was a mistake or not yet. It could be good for both of us. Or it could have been the dumbest thing Ive ever done. Either way, I guess it had to happen. Everything was so stressful...I couldnt take it anymore. I dont hate him. I love him--really, I do. I jsut want what we used to have back and Im not sure thats possible. You may be sitting there skimming htis thinking "they'll be right back together" who knows? maybe you are right. I've never done something liek this in the past...he has always been the one to end things--never me. And now that I have, I wonder what will happen. Yesterday was an okay day. I was lonely for the most part...but one would expect that. I talked to him a bit on the phone. He is pretty upset. He will be okay, and soon he will understand that. I will be too.
In a couple of days/weeks whatever, if I decide we might be able to work things out, we may try it. Right now, everything is a possibility.
On another note...
I jsut went and picked up my transcript. Our diplomas still arent in. That bugs the crap out of me. Seriously--we have suffered for 13 years and what do we have to show for it!? lol.
Me and JEremy went ot Freshmen Orientation Saturday. It was interesting. I signed up all of my classes and all that good stuff. Charity took me to see the dorm rooms. I like them! I mean, Im not expecting a palace or anyhting...but I think those are prety good compared to Western's and such. I still dont know who Im rooming with. A couple of people have asked me, but I think Im jsut going to truct Charity to put me with someone. We move in August 20. Im getting excited!
Me and Rachel are going to the fair tonigh. Well-I am...Im not sure about her yet. I havent talked to her, but the other day she was for sure coming with me. I want to watch the pageants. Emily and Katelyn mostly...but you know.
Well I have to go to the bank....then back home, then to cville!
Ill write in a few days!
:)
In a couple of days/weeks whatever, if I decide we might be able to work things out, we may try it. Right now, everything is a possibility.
On another note...
I jsut went and picked up my transcript. Our diplomas still arent in. That bugs the crap out of me. Seriously--we have suffered for 13 years and what do we have to show for it!? lol.
Me and JEremy went ot Freshmen Orientation Saturday. It was interesting. I signed up all of my classes and all that good stuff. Charity took me to see the dorm rooms. I like them! I mean, Im not expecting a palace or anyhting...but I think those are prety good compared to Western's and such. I still dont know who Im rooming with. A couple of people have asked me, but I think Im jsut going to truct Charity to put me with someone. We move in August 20. Im getting excited!
Me and Rachel are going to the fair tonigh. Well-I am...Im not sure about her yet. I havent talked to her, but the other day she was for sure coming with me. I want to watch the pageants. Emily and Katelyn mostly...but you know.
Well I have to go to the bank....then back home, then to cville!
Ill write in a few days!
:)