october night
I noticed there were no stars out tonight while Marisa and I laid on the black pavement of Highland View Rd. My mom always joked that the street was trouble. And thinking back, that's what it has been, to an extent that is. I remember getting in a fight on that road. It was so ridiculous that I can't even remember why we didn't like each other. Now we're friends, and she's such a funny girl. I use to like a boy on the road. I even went to the measure of writing him a love note only to watch him pull out is lighter and watch it burn. I was thinking about it; it's hard to imagine not being here. This time next year i won't be sitting here in the comfort of my house with the comfort of my family. It's scary in a way. I'll have Matt, and right now that's what I am so sure of that I want. All this choosing colleges and stuff is driving me crazy. It seems so imperitant yet tidious at the same time. Anyways, I need to go fix my lunch for school tomorrow. 'Night.