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jadedstar83 February 25 2005, 05:00:26 UTC
oh cool! :) yea.. I've been having trouble sticking to my exercise goals. I get really motivated, then I crash and do nothing. I will definitely be writing about how I'm doing on my goals.

Yep.. I figure it's better I start working on my singing now, at 21 about to turn 22. I am also trying to write songs and stuff, my dad is even willing to pay for studio time when I'm ready to do a demo. It's what I've wanted my whole life, but I know that part of my success will be dependent on losing weight. Not even just because of the image record companies expect, it's more because I want to feel good about myself and not hate the way all my pictures look.. I want to be successful for my singing and for my personality, I don't want to be known for my weight.. I wouldn't want that at my goal either, but it just seems that bigger celebrities are treated badly or not taken as seriously.. so I want to get that out of the picture so to speak. I am only 5'0 and I consider myself to have a small frame if you take the weight away, so I want to be on the low side of 100 someday because that is a good weight for my height. But right now I'd like to think I would be willing to start my career at 145, mostly because I have a lot to lose and I want to try to start sending in demos as soon as possible--even if that means a year or 2 from now. Anyway, oh wow.. I wrote a lot.. I'm so sorry. I look forward to talking to you more.. and participating in this challenge. I will put my goals up on my journal as a reminder to myself.

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cdtobehealthy February 25 2005, 16:33:39 UTC
I understand how you feel about weight affecting your career. My dream is to own my own business and I feel the same way.. and there really isnt any kind of weight restrictions on that (hell if your business is good, its good right?!) but I feel that I'd get more respect, have more abilities, and be more confident if I lost weight.. so I can kind've understand where you're coming from.

We can do this! :) Good luck!

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