a prayer

[cdsgirl811]

God please help me make the rite decision. ive been caring n loving him 4so long n ive put him first 4so long that idk how 2put myself first anymore. this one time im actually trying 2help myself stop hurting he's tellin me everything a girl would wana hear, but i guess its jus hard 4me 2believe it all n take it all n b/c i kno that things r nvr

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problem solved

[soccerdude05]

ok, i know i havent been the old cory u used to kno, but believe me hes still here. its senioritis that has gotten to me. my whole plan is to get done with grad n prom n everything n then get with u officially, i want to be together again n thats the truth. i just cant right now with all thats going on, we need time apart during these times becuzz everything school wise is coming to an end. i love u more than anything else n the world n deep down u know that. if u truly feel we cant fix this i respect ur choice, but maybe ur givin in too soon. i want to be with u soooo bad im just trying to wait untill after school is out. our true old relationship will come back during summer n im truly confident we could work this out n be happy again, i just need u to hold on for two more weeks. its not long but it seems long when ur in love n i know this. but if i could ask you one more thing u could ever do for me is hold on for 2 more weeks. things will be ok n i want the old us again. i can happen, i believe it can. love takes patience, can u spare some? i love you my kelli baby, believe that!

or isnt it?

[cdsgirl811]

u wana wait these 2weeks out b/c u still wana have ur fun n u dont want me n the way. i can understand that, thats y im backin off. n thats y im not sure bout gettin back 2g n the summer. things rnt gonna b any different n u kno it, u KNO that.

i do love u cory. thats y i cant say anything 2this. i cant tell u anything rite now. i jus need my space. ive given all the time i can, n now i jus need my time. i dont wana b like this 4the rest of the year. ur rite, we have 2more weeks, n i dont wana spend them fighting n gettin jealous of each other or worrying or crying or anything.

im not replying 2anything u proposed, b/c rite now i jus wana finish my senior year w/out any more worries or tears. im sorry, i love u, but, ive always waited 4u, n, now idk, i jus dk. but i love u, n im sorry. i jus need time

Re: or isnt it?

[soccerdude05]

just forgetting about me and ignoring me wont make things better, if u really did love me u wont be able to get over me just like that. i can make ur last 2 weeks even more special if ude just let me. iif we BOTH worked on our jealousy im damn sure we can make it 2 weeks, just give me a chance. who said u were in my way? kelli u are my way n u dont realize it. i wanna have fun with u! not anyone else cant u see that?