love and work and stuff
i feel so much love and acceptance of others...i wonder why i can't feel the same for myself...?
anyway...im getting ready for my interview at OIT this morning...then i have to go to court....((crosses fingers))...i hope the officer lowers my tickets to warnings like he said he would...
does anyone still read this?? i don't think i've gotten any comments or heard anyone mention this lately....me wonders if i should get another one and start over or something...
perhaps ill make my sappy always depressed one linked here...then everyone could realize how crazy i was/still am (even tho i dont write in it anymore) about this beautiful and totally awesome personality wise too girl...she thinks i might get bored of her one day...i dunno how i could. anyway...i fucked up by doing something i thought needed to be done even tho it didn't really. i really need to think about 5 minutes more before EVERYTHING that i do...
good day to all
anyway...im getting ready for my interview at OIT this morning...then i have to go to court....((crosses fingers))...i hope the officer lowers my tickets to warnings like he said he would...
does anyone still read this?? i don't think i've gotten any comments or heard anyone mention this lately....me wonders if i should get another one and start over or something...
perhaps ill make my sappy always depressed one linked here...then everyone could realize how crazy i was/still am (even tho i dont write in it anymore) about this beautiful and totally awesome personality wise too girl...she thinks i might get bored of her one day...i dunno how i could. anyway...i fucked up by doing something i thought needed to be done even tho it didn't really. i really need to think about 5 minutes more before EVERYTHING that i do...
good day to all