Wondering about life & あきらめない! !!!!!!!!!!
Work is finally over!!! I've learned a lot through these two months work experience. Even though academic class says something, I guess by living up close & personal makes the difference. I'll just have a little break (only for one week but I'll keep myself busy and all!). Next week uni will resume & this year it's gonna be tough. Much tougher than year 2!!!! *I have to prepare myself mentally* and there's no time for regrets now. Somehow I want to do something meaningful in my life & I guess it's by having full control over the things I do. I keep on thinking but all I can say is that my life right now is kinda bleak. When I see a future projection, I get desperate!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get a grip of myself. The last 2 weeks was hell for me and I was thinking over and over again what I'll do after college. It's so easy to say to get a job cos it's obvious to say so. But my point is I want to do something that I think is worth it. I've worked for let's say 3 months (min.) and it's really not so easy. At the very beginning I'm very happy to be working, after 1 week I get bored. And finally I'm used to the job but it's ok yet I find something missing.
I know I should stop worrying about these petty things and I need to really concentrate on my last university year. Plus, I'm having my dissertation. Just thinking about it gives me cold sweat. Only thinking of a title took me at least a week. Thanks to a friend who advised me to go to see a lecturer in order to get things straight and all. I have a lot of things to do. *Need to keep things organised*. The last time I was worried to death for my results & that of my sis. She thought she failed in 1 module but thank GOD she passed. I made it as well & I need to work super hard to get AWESOME results for next year!!!!!!!!!! がんばります!!!!!!!!!!!! *It applies to my sis as well*. She's currently working & uni's next year for her!!!!!! I don't seem to be getting time to watch dramas now. The last drama I got to watch was "Save the last dance for me". I don't want to watch now cos I know I'll get addicted to it.
I'll save doramas for later!!
Now, I need to relax and organise & plan things!!!!!!!!!!
じゃね^^
I know I should stop worrying about these petty things and I need to really concentrate on my last university year. Plus, I'm having my dissertation. Just thinking about it gives me cold sweat. Only thinking of a title took me at least a week. Thanks to a friend who advised me to go to see a lecturer in order to get things straight and all. I have a lot of things to do. *Need to keep things organised*. The last time I was worried to death for my results & that of my sis. She thought she failed in 1 module but thank GOD she passed. I made it as well & I need to work super hard to get AWESOME results for next year!!!!!!!!!! がんばります!!!!!!!!!!!! *It applies to my sis as well*. She's currently working & uni's next year for her!!!!!! I don't seem to be getting time to watch dramas now. The last drama I got to watch was "Save the last dance for me". I don't want to watch now cos I know I'll get addicted to it.
I'll save doramas for later!!
Now, I need to relax and organise & plan things!!!!!!!!!!
じゃね^^