My complaining
Well, three weeks ago last thursday, my boyfriend of over three year very close to 4 years broke up with me. I for once feel the worst I ever have. I have finally found someone I could see myself with for the rest of my life and it is gone in an instant. the only thing is he said he just wants time to himself then things might go back to the way they were. but might have been making me sick, making me depressed, making my cry myself to sleep at night thinking that it could be completely over tomorrow or just whenever. I am miserable every day now. I used to think I was depressed, well that was nothing compared to how I feel now. sometimes I wish for something terrible to happen to me so I don't have to keep going through this. i am so much weaker than i though i was.