well, theres something to look foward to
the concert last nite sucked so much. i've never played onstage so bad before... the worst part was me fuckin up my solo on portrait of freedom. i didnt jus mess it up, i didnt even come in. i didnt realize what happened at first, but i blacked out right before my solo. guess the heat got to me, cuzi dont remember anything after the opening of the song till i snapped outta it 2.5 measures into my solo. god, it sucked.. and i w off for the rest of the nite after that. things like that kinda fuck w/ u. ahh, im so sick of so much right now. im sickof the fucking heat, im sick of school, homework, and so much else. summer. come now.
my birthday is tomorrow. meh. im usually so much more excited.. but i cant really have anything to look foward to.
my paintball party's gonna be weekend after nxt. blastcamp is booked till then