Sitting in Munger...
So, I am SO FREAKING MISERABLE.
I miss my friends, I hate living at home, I hate not having a job yet...
Fuck. Anyway, so I will get in two days' worth of hours this week at work. I need money... oh God. Thursday through Sunday I'll be going to Foley and Mobile with my family. I haven't gone on an official family trip with them in quite some time. I am nervous about it. I love my mom with all my heart but I think she's bipolar or something. She drives me insane. But, I love her. Hopefully this ends up alright.
As I said earlier, I miss my friends. Everyone. I miss my SNus, my ATOs, my ZTAs, my english majors, my theatre people, my Drake... god, Drake... you are so screwed up. :( Why can't we just be ok? Same time, same place as last year. Only now I don't cry every hour of the day and I feel more friendless now. We were doing so great... ugh...
Anyway, I've gotten to hang around with Drake, Aaron, and Jamie since graduating. Thank god for Aaron, man. I'd really feel alone if I didn't keep in contact with someone on a fairly regular basis, and he's good about checking in from time to time. I'll bring two-bites to every get-together we have, Aaron and Jamie! Just let me know!
I need a job, first and foremost. A job would solve a lot of problems. My parents would stop nagging me about it, I could MOVE THE HELL OUT and get my own apartment, and I could restart living my life again.
I miss you. And you. And you too.
(Remind me to update you all about my dramatic last month of college.)
I miss my friends, I hate living at home, I hate not having a job yet...
Fuck. Anyway, so I will get in two days' worth of hours this week at work. I need money... oh God. Thursday through Sunday I'll be going to Foley and Mobile with my family. I haven't gone on an official family trip with them in quite some time. I am nervous about it. I love my mom with all my heart but I think she's bipolar or something. She drives me insane. But, I love her. Hopefully this ends up alright.
As I said earlier, I miss my friends. Everyone. I miss my SNus, my ATOs, my ZTAs, my english majors, my theatre people, my Drake... god, Drake... you are so screwed up. :( Why can't we just be ok? Same time, same place as last year. Only now I don't cry every hour of the day and I feel more friendless now. We were doing so great... ugh...
Anyway, I've gotten to hang around with Drake, Aaron, and Jamie since graduating. Thank god for Aaron, man. I'd really feel alone if I didn't keep in contact with someone on a fairly regular basis, and he's good about checking in from time to time. I'll bring two-bites to every get-together we have, Aaron and Jamie! Just let me know!
I need a job, first and foremost. A job would solve a lot of problems. My parents would stop nagging me about it, I could MOVE THE HELL OUT and get my own apartment, and I could restart living my life again.
I miss you. And you. And you too.
(Remind me to update you all about my dramatic last month of college.)