Horoscopes...
So, there has GOT to be something to this whole me being an Aries (and other people close to me being an Aries) thing... haha My daily horoscopes have been dead on for the past month or two that I've been keeping up. It even predicts the TIMES that my day sucked. And I typically read them at the end of the day, so it's not like I'm thinking, "Oh, it's 10:53am when my horoscope said that I was going to go effing insane, so I'm waiting to go insane now that it's 10:53am."
No. It's like at the END of the day, I read the horoscope and read that "INSERT COSMIC JARGON HERE goes into [or out of] alignment giving rise to a possible major mood swing at 10:53am." And I think back over the day, and I honest to God had a mood swing at 11:00am. It's been THAT dead on, I know for a month.
I dunno. It interests me. I mean, I'm Christian and always have been and am still strong in my faith, but who's to say God didn't think it would be fun to have the cosmos cause slight alterations in behaviors of His creation? I mean, the moon already pulls on the nightly tide... why can't Mars (because I'm an Aries) have some kind of pull on me? I dunno... fun stuff to think about. :-) haha, I apparently find obscure things fascinating... :-D Don't judge. "[in jerry springer ghetto voice] YOU DON'T KNOW ME!!!" haha
MOOOOOVING on...
Life is...ok. I think things are going to calm down and get better. I'm working on some issues I've developed that have recently come to the forefront of my life and are completely changing my personality. Hopefully, I'll be back to normal soon. When did I get this way? Ugh... I annoy myself now that I notice when I'm being retarded or acting abnormally against my personality. I need to work through these things and have faith that I'm strong enough to overcome them and become myself again. See!??? That's one of the issues! I have developed this lack of faith in myself! I know what I need to overcome. I need to focus on doing exactly that. I need to have fun with people again. I need to be able to be the Fun-Christine that was more confident and less damn dramatic. I've become a sniveling annoying pansy ass girl. And that annoys me. haha. I'm glad I'm recognizing it though. That's good. It's going to take time for me to act on it, though. Old habits die hard. But, dammit, they are going to die, nonetheless. Because I said so! :-) I'm rambling, and no one will understand this but me. haha
If you are still reading this, I love you. You deserve a cookie. I've got some. Let's hang out! Call me!
Anywayz. Spring Break! Whoo!
...bloody hell, i'm weird...i need a nap, man...
No. It's like at the END of the day, I read the horoscope and read that "INSERT COSMIC JARGON HERE goes into [or out of] alignment giving rise to a possible major mood swing at 10:53am." And I think back over the day, and I honest to God had a mood swing at 11:00am. It's been THAT dead on, I know for a month.
I dunno. It interests me. I mean, I'm Christian and always have been and am still strong in my faith, but who's to say God didn't think it would be fun to have the cosmos cause slight alterations in behaviors of His creation? I mean, the moon already pulls on the nightly tide... why can't Mars (because I'm an Aries) have some kind of pull on me? I dunno... fun stuff to think about. :-) haha, I apparently find obscure things fascinating... :-D Don't judge. "[in jerry springer ghetto voice] YOU DON'T KNOW ME!!!" haha
MOOOOOVING on...
Life is...ok. I think things are going to calm down and get better. I'm working on some issues I've developed that have recently come to the forefront of my life and are completely changing my personality. Hopefully, I'll be back to normal soon. When did I get this way? Ugh... I annoy myself now that I notice when I'm being retarded or acting abnormally against my personality. I need to work through these things and have faith that I'm strong enough to overcome them and become myself again. See!??? That's one of the issues! I have developed this lack of faith in myself! I know what I need to overcome. I need to focus on doing exactly that. I need to have fun with people again. I need to be able to be the Fun-Christine that was more confident and less damn dramatic. I've become a sniveling annoying pansy ass girl. And that annoys me. haha. I'm glad I'm recognizing it though. That's good. It's going to take time for me to act on it, though. Old habits die hard. But, dammit, they are going to die, nonetheless. Because I said so! :-) I'm rambling, and no one will understand this but me. haha
If you are still reading this, I love you. You deserve a cookie. I've got some. Let's hang out! Call me!
Anywayz. Spring Break! Whoo!
...bloody hell, i'm weird...i need a nap, man...