Jun 14, 2005 17:24
The person that I spent most of my New York years with, influenced my childhood more than anyone else, can tell stories about me that make me sound even more stupid, basically was my brother when I was younger, and now 14 years later... nothing in common. Now that we only see each other twice a year, if lucky, we seem so distant. Those 14 years did some damage on our relationship. We don't have much in common, 24 year old professional violinist that lives in Detroit and Miami and a 18 year old soon to be entering college to study bio. We used to be inseparable, now we're like that person you would see in the hall and just say hi to and keep walking. I miss him, I wish he would get into the BSO so that we would be closer and he could spend more time with me and Shawn while we are at school. I miss my Pattycakes and Ijust dropped him off at the airport to go to Aspen for the summer. When do I see him next? Probably Christmas or New Years. Every time I say that I will spend more time with him... but we have nothing in common anymore and know very little about each other that it just becomes strange when we do hang out. He is still my favorite, but don't let Shawn or Brian know! I miss my older brother that I've never had.