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isn't it weird that all of a sudden reality punches you in the face? yea
i need to do something with my life (like apply to colleges) and stop being sad for no reason.
i let my emotions get to me sometimes and i hate it. I guess this is why i can never be in a solid relationship. I care about what people think about me too much. I just want someone who will listen to my problems. I bottle them up way to much. i wanna see a pyschologist. I feel like my parents run my life sometimes and my anger towards them has been growing lately. Im also sick of being lazy. I wanna be talented at something and i wanna work hard. I wanna excel in sports this year (i been going to the gym on a regular basis.) I don't want high school to end either it feels like it just started and i dont want it to end.
i need to do something with my life (like apply to colleges) and stop being sad for no reason.
i let my emotions get to me sometimes and i hate it. I guess this is why i can never be in a solid relationship. I care about what people think about me too much. I just want someone who will listen to my problems. I bottle them up way to much. i wanna see a pyschologist. I feel like my parents run my life sometimes and my anger towards them has been growing lately. Im also sick of being lazy. I wanna be talented at something and i wanna work hard. I wanna excel in sports this year (i been going to the gym on a regular basis.) I don't want high school to end either it feels like it just started and i dont want it to end.