And so it goes...
Wow. Long time, no update huh? I'm not even sure if anyone still bothers to see if I update this thing or not. Meh, I'll post anyway.
Life has been crazy. I have decided to leave Toronto, at least for now. I was a different person there, and it took me coming home for the summer to realize that. I wasn't happy there, I was alone. My 'friends' I've realized weren't really friends except for the few that actually stood by me there and I still talk to now. I've decided to move back to Alberta, for the time being, and go back to school. I'm planning to go to NAIT in January for Radio and Television Broadcasting, and I'm happy for the first time in a while. Sure, I have my bad days...but who doesn't?
I had fallen into a bad cycle while in Toronto. I had no real drive to do much of anything, and I feel if I were to go back to Toronto now, that I may just fall back into that cycle, and I can't do that again.
Now, being back home, with my old friends and new friends I've made, I've realized what TRUE friends really are. They love and care for you unconditionally, and actually care for your well-being. They don't take advantage of you and the things you do for them, they don't only contact you when they have nothing else better to do, like someone I will refrain from mentioning.
Another thing I regret doing is losing contact with some of the amazing friends I've made online. People who would save me from the lows that I was experiencing, when my offline friends just didn't care. And if they still read this damn thing, they'll know who they are. Thank you, and I hope that we can get back in touch.
Anyway, enough with the boring details of my new life...lol. I got tickets to the Backstreet show (thanks to the Vibe presales...woo!) in Calgary on September 5th. 9th row, side stage...WOO! I lost 8th row on the floor seats though because my computer screwed up when I was going to check out! Damn it! But I'm just psyched to be going. My friend who was supposed to go with me, cancelled out, so as of right now I'm dateless. Anyone want a ticket to the Calgary show? Hehe.
Laters all.
Life has been crazy. I have decided to leave Toronto, at least for now. I was a different person there, and it took me coming home for the summer to realize that. I wasn't happy there, I was alone. My 'friends' I've realized weren't really friends except for the few that actually stood by me there and I still talk to now. I've decided to move back to Alberta, for the time being, and go back to school. I'm planning to go to NAIT in January for Radio and Television Broadcasting, and I'm happy for the first time in a while. Sure, I have my bad days...but who doesn't?
I had fallen into a bad cycle while in Toronto. I had no real drive to do much of anything, and I feel if I were to go back to Toronto now, that I may just fall back into that cycle, and I can't do that again.
Now, being back home, with my old friends and new friends I've made, I've realized what TRUE friends really are. They love and care for you unconditionally, and actually care for your well-being. They don't take advantage of you and the things you do for them, they don't only contact you when they have nothing else better to do, like someone I will refrain from mentioning.
Another thing I regret doing is losing contact with some of the amazing friends I've made online. People who would save me from the lows that I was experiencing, when my offline friends just didn't care. And if they still read this damn thing, they'll know who they are. Thank you, and I hope that we can get back in touch.
Anyway, enough with the boring details of my new life...lol. I got tickets to the Backstreet show (thanks to the Vibe presales...woo!) in Calgary on September 5th. 9th row, side stage...WOO! I lost 8th row on the floor seats though because my computer screwed up when I was going to check out! Damn it! But I'm just psyched to be going. My friend who was supposed to go with me, cancelled out, so as of right now I'm dateless. Anyone want a ticket to the Calgary show? Hehe.
Laters all.