Bitchiness...
Is upon me.
Yesterday was fucking bad. Like seriously. It just started off as a bad day. You know, one of those days when you just feel down...but don't really have a particular reason? Yesterday was that day. I went out to karaoke with the girls in the hopes that I would have a good time. And it started off fun enough, until this guy Ryan came. Now, Ryan is a friend of a friend of Natasha and mine, who is supposed to be living with us for a month until he gets a place of his own, because he's been in hard times. We met him a few days ago, and he seemed normal enough. He is gay (like completely and eccentrically) which I totally don't have a problem with, at all. But yesterday, he was extremely rude. Putting our friends down, including Pete, and wouldn't shut up. Like honestly, the guy is annoying and I can't stand him. And he knows it too. But he told me I'd learn to love him, because we'll be roomies, and it was at that point in time I wanted to run out and throw myself out into oncoming traffic.
I'm just so frustrated about so many things going on in my life right now, so yesterday I just kinda shut down and became an anti-social bitch. Like to everyone. Ashley and Tash totally knew something was up and were trying to help out, but I just couldn't get out of it. I'm at a loss for things to do. My life is kinda taking a down-ward spiral right now, and i'm beginning to wonder if it'll ever come back up. There's so much stuff going on, and I don't really wanna get into it because it's long (and fucking boring) and no one really cares. I talked to Natasha last night about it, and she kinda understands what's going on.
Life friggin sucks at the moment. I'm emotionally and physically drained right now and don't have the energy to really do anything, which is bad, seeing as I move on Tuesday and have yet to pack...go me...
Whatever...I don't really care...
Yesterday was fucking bad. Like seriously. It just started off as a bad day. You know, one of those days when you just feel down...but don't really have a particular reason? Yesterday was that day. I went out to karaoke with the girls in the hopes that I would have a good time. And it started off fun enough, until this guy Ryan came. Now, Ryan is a friend of a friend of Natasha and mine, who is supposed to be living with us for a month until he gets a place of his own, because he's been in hard times. We met him a few days ago, and he seemed normal enough. He is gay (like completely and eccentrically) which I totally don't have a problem with, at all. But yesterday, he was extremely rude. Putting our friends down, including Pete, and wouldn't shut up. Like honestly, the guy is annoying and I can't stand him. And he knows it too. But he told me I'd learn to love him, because we'll be roomies, and it was at that point in time I wanted to run out and throw myself out into oncoming traffic.
I'm just so frustrated about so many things going on in my life right now, so yesterday I just kinda shut down and became an anti-social bitch. Like to everyone. Ashley and Tash totally knew something was up and were trying to help out, but I just couldn't get out of it. I'm at a loss for things to do. My life is kinda taking a down-ward spiral right now, and i'm beginning to wonder if it'll ever come back up. There's so much stuff going on, and I don't really wanna get into it because it's long (and fucking boring) and no one really cares. I talked to Natasha last night about it, and she kinda understands what's going on.
Life friggin sucks at the moment. I'm emotionally and physically drained right now and don't have the energy to really do anything, which is bad, seeing as I move on Tuesday and have yet to pack...go me...
Whatever...I don't really care...