Mar 28, 2006 11:17
well here's what i think.. take it or leave it.
we're all in it for ourselves. we have to be. no one will be there to pick you up when your life "falls apart." if you assume someone or something will, you'll be dissappointed time and time again. if that thought makes anyone feel helpless or saddened, then its time for a reality check. i need one of those. AND an enema too. everyone is a hypocrite. EVERYONE. i tell myself what i want or need, and set standards for myself, but i sometimes dont follow through. i might go for the instant gratification- to feel good right now. its life. so be it. if you dont expect anything from anyone, then you wont be disappointed when its time for them to do what THEY need to do.
only EXPECT that you can live YOUR life by whatever means you see fit. AND you will be happy, sad, frustrated, mad, dissappointed, confused, lost, anxious, etc etc.. its a spectrum of emotions and experiences. DONT take life too seriously or it will swallow you whole..
both life and love are BEAUTIFUL things. both of them seem to begin perfectly, get REALLY crappy, CONFUSE the shit out of you, scare you, complete you, fall apart, then smooth out.. and the cycle repeats itself again and again, every day. so just ride and smile.
final thought. live for today, love yourself, and let the rest fall in wherever it wants to.
"happiness isnt found at the end of the journey, its found all along the way."