Le Sigh
Ugh. Hello. Remember me? It's been a while, and I have been meaning to post just... SOMETHING at SOME POINT again but... Well... A lot has happened in the approximate two months since I've done anything at all, to be honest (and most of it was anonymous anyway, so not like you took notice, lol).
I let my best friend from college move in with me so that he could get back on his feet again. I figured, since we were such good friends, that maybe, just maybe, he would respect me enough to be responsible and likewise respectful of my home and the life I've made for myself in these past few months when I've oh so drastically turned everything around and really started living. I got him a job, gave him a nice place to live, gave him damn near everything I could to help him. But I was wrong. So very, very wrong about so much. He used up everything I had and left me with nothing for quite a while. I recently made him pay me back everything that he owed and then threw his ass out. Recently, as in two days ago. Two steps backward, one step forward. Breathe.
Also, about a month and a half ago, I got a new, better job. That includes more responsibilities, more money, more hours, the lot. But also more stress and more work related bullshit. Between being abused by my managers and seeing how they are treating one of my favorite coworkers, who is a sweet old lady and who has been working there for twenty years (officially twenty years yesterday, as a matter of fact), I'm getting fucking fed up with shit here and I'm considering looking for another new job again. Three steps backward... And at this point, a step forward seems irrelevant.
Anyway... As one may expect, I haven't had the time or will to write or draw much of anything. Amongst my pile of fics that I've never finished, two of the most recent ones that I've been wanting to finish (I have no problem stating, because why the hell not. I could give a shit less at this point if you all care whether or not you know it's me) are:
College Fic - Later links posted (and I really freaking DO need to come up with a better name)
and
The Fallen (Seriously, this one is probably obvious. Rorschach self!cest? Yeah, that's me)
What I have been working on in the meantime... From the Custodes Memorial High School RP (which has pretty much slowed down to a standstill), flyingrat42 and I took an extra spin on it from the little bit of meta that we've weaved with it, and we have begun a heartbreaking little bit of Dan/Adrian (movie canon, post Karnak, in 2010 in an alternate universe). Most of the posts can be found at bldnthndr (I still need to post a bit of background info so that it all makes more sense). It's long and angsty as hell and full of smut, lol. It's been a wonderful reprieve from all the stress I've been under lately. I think I've officially been converted over to a Dan/Adrian shipper. I blame Ellen and Eugene. *shakes her fist*
Anyway. That's what I've been doing. I have a drawing I was making for Xan and Lyss that I need to finish yet... A month late. And I do have a bit more planned for The Fallen (and a lot more planned for College Fic), I just gotta get around to it. Right now, still stressed and busy but things are going to smooth out, I'm sure. So yeah. I probably ought to go get ready to go to hell-- I mean, work. Bye!
I let my best friend from college move in with me so that he could get back on his feet again. I figured, since we were such good friends, that maybe, just maybe, he would respect me enough to be responsible and likewise respectful of my home and the life I've made for myself in these past few months when I've oh so drastically turned everything around and really started living. I got him a job, gave him a nice place to live, gave him damn near everything I could to help him. But I was wrong. So very, very wrong about so much. He used up everything I had and left me with nothing for quite a while. I recently made him pay me back everything that he owed and then threw his ass out. Recently, as in two days ago. Two steps backward, one step forward. Breathe.
Also, about a month and a half ago, I got a new, better job. That includes more responsibilities, more money, more hours, the lot. But also more stress and more work related bullshit. Between being abused by my managers and seeing how they are treating one of my favorite coworkers, who is a sweet old lady and who has been working there for twenty years (officially twenty years yesterday, as a matter of fact), I'm getting fucking fed up with shit here and I'm considering looking for another new job again. Three steps backward... And at this point, a step forward seems irrelevant.
Anyway... As one may expect, I haven't had the time or will to write or draw much of anything. Amongst my pile of fics that I've never finished, two of the most recent ones that I've been wanting to finish (I have no problem stating, because why the hell not. I could give a shit less at this point if you all care whether or not you know it's me) are:
College Fic - Later links posted (and I really freaking DO need to come up with a better name)
and
The Fallen (Seriously, this one is probably obvious. Rorschach self!cest? Yeah, that's me)
What I have been working on in the meantime... From the Custodes Memorial High School RP (which has pretty much slowed down to a standstill), flyingrat42 and I took an extra spin on it from the little bit of meta that we've weaved with it, and we have begun a heartbreaking little bit of Dan/Adrian (movie canon, post Karnak, in 2010 in an alternate universe). Most of the posts can be found at bldnthndr (I still need to post a bit of background info so that it all makes more sense). It's long and angsty as hell and full of smut, lol. It's been a wonderful reprieve from all the stress I've been under lately. I think I've officially been converted over to a Dan/Adrian shipper. I blame Ellen and Eugene. *shakes her fist*
Anyway. That's what I've been doing. I have a drawing I was making for Xan and Lyss that I need to finish yet... A month late. And I do have a bit more planned for The Fallen (and a lot more planned for College Fic), I just gotta get around to it. Right now, still stressed and busy but things are going to smooth out, I'm sure. So yeah. I probably ought to go get ready to go to hell-- I mean, work. Bye!