i can be honest here, fortunately
i'm a negative person more than half the time, which has made not only my girlfriend but other people to think of me in a way i'm not sure i like.
i tell it like it is, no fear. the world is negative, period.
i woke up this morning to a conversation on my computer between my girlfriend and an old friend of mine basically bitching about me. that broke me hard, but then to add insult to injury the girl brit is about to move in with had a small part in the whole thing too. so i thought that when i went to brit's tonight i would try and be positive. it went relatively well until the girl brit is about to move in with came home. when they are together i am the common enemy, which i guess is cool. i shouldn't dish things out without expecting it to come back. i was trying to behave well tonight. instead of staying around i went and hung out with brit's brother...who never gives me any issues. he's a laid back guy, always puts me in a good mood.
brit and i were excited that we could perhaps get a puppy, now that she's in her own place. the girl she's moving in with stomped on those plans. i suppose if it's gonna live with her she should have more say than i. then, while i was sitting there she told brit she had to talk to her later about setting some rules or something to that extent for the apartment. i'm assuming, which you know where that gets you, she was talking about how late/when i will be able to stay over what we may or may not do when i stay over. i don't know. it makes me depressed.
so i guess i'm a negative jerk and that's that.
i tell it like it is, no fear. the world is negative, period.
i woke up this morning to a conversation on my computer between my girlfriend and an old friend of mine basically bitching about me. that broke me hard, but then to add insult to injury the girl brit is about to move in with had a small part in the whole thing too. so i thought that when i went to brit's tonight i would try and be positive. it went relatively well until the girl brit is about to move in with came home. when they are together i am the common enemy, which i guess is cool. i shouldn't dish things out without expecting it to come back. i was trying to behave well tonight. instead of staying around i went and hung out with brit's brother...who never gives me any issues. he's a laid back guy, always puts me in a good mood.
brit and i were excited that we could perhaps get a puppy, now that she's in her own place. the girl she's moving in with stomped on those plans. i suppose if it's gonna live with her she should have more say than i. then, while i was sitting there she told brit she had to talk to her later about setting some rules or something to that extent for the apartment. i'm assuming, which you know where that gets you, she was talking about how late/when i will be able to stay over what we may or may not do when i stay over. i don't know. it makes me depressed.
so i guess i'm a negative jerk and that's that.