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It is a little sureal that this is my last night as an Albion student.
Well, it is more than a little. It doesn't seem real at all. The last 4 months or so of my life don't seem real. It feels more like some far off dream than something that resembles reality.
I
But I suppose I should just accept things for what they are. I should probably not worry about what people think/say about me, because they don't really know. I shouldn't care if I hurt someone, I shouldn't care if I let someone down.
But I guess at the end of the day (or undergraduate career, as it may be) I do. Because I care about other people, and I care about how people percieve me. I want people to see me for who I am, not just a muddy reflection of who I am.
Unfortunately, sometimes there is nothing you can do to help people out in that aspect.
I'm going to sleep now, for the last time as a student. For the last time in my own "dorm" bed. I will miss my bed here, it is more comfortable than my bed at home.
(I think that is possibly the deepest way to end my last livejournal post as a college student)
Well, it is more than a little. It doesn't seem real at all. The last 4 months or so of my life don't seem real. It feels more like some far off dream than something that resembles reality.
I
But I suppose I should just accept things for what they are. I should probably not worry about what people think/say about me, because they don't really know. I shouldn't care if I hurt someone, I shouldn't care if I let someone down.
But I guess at the end of the day (or undergraduate career, as it may be) I do. Because I care about other people, and I care about how people percieve me. I want people to see me for who I am, not just a muddy reflection of who I am.
Unfortunately, sometimes there is nothing you can do to help people out in that aspect.
I'm going to sleep now, for the last time as a student. For the last time in my own "dorm" bed. I will miss my bed here, it is more comfortable than my bed at home.
(I think that is possibly the deepest way to end my last livejournal post as a college student)