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[cdctrumpet]

Okay, I'm going WAY against my better judgment here getting into this, but considering that I was there, the current state of things, and that I'm as much if not more at fault then anyone else, I don't think I have much of a choice. This whole situation has been a massive misunderstanding by all involved, and it's gotten way to emotional about it. First problem-the entire conception of this supposed 'gathering' at Wendies. Originally (up until I stepped out of the bus) it was just going to be Brain and I stopping Wendies real quick on the way home, just because we were hungry, a real in and out deal. Then Craig, on the way back, said something about wanting to grab something quick to eat, which resulted in him giving me a ride in the end. I honestly didn't know Sarah was coming until she showed up there. And if you think back Doug, I'm really the one at most fault here- I was right there next to you after the game, I could have told you, I could have waited to straiten out plans before I left, or I could have even just asked you what you were planning on doing that night. But, I didn't. I walked away, not thinking of the situation, not thinking of your feelings. I was only thinking of myself, and how I wanted to get the hell away, grab something to eat, and go to bed. If I (or anyone else) knew it would cause any-let alone this much-hurt feelings all the way around, it would have been prevented. But, through my, and probably others, overlooking caused the exact wrong set of events to make this happen. If possible, lets all try to leave this behind us or work positivly through it, and if you need someone to blame, blame it on me, the one who tried to cowardly hide from the fire rather than actually adressing the problem.

I shouldn't have stayed silent so long-I'm not about to let this group of friends tear itself apart.