Feb 10, 2005 11:42
I think this is what has happened to me.
The Dirt That Resides Where Good People Used to Be
no matter what i do
i can't stop thinking of you
and i love you and i hate you
i've become a part of you, or me?
you used to be so kind and caring
and open and honest
but you've become a disgusting testament
to immorality
your veins need some cleansing
you're internally impure
you wear that great mask
of deception and lure
but i see right through you
into those marbles of truth
i only wish i had seen it before
i've become stuck
frozen in place
trapped under ice
with that same look on my face
everyone's so merry
the tramps and the whores
i'm intrinsically, fatally floored
and you'll always be white trash
it was with you from birth
it doesn't really matter
how you twist and how you turn
you can't shake your father
mother, brother
and all those years you were misleading
and just passing time has become who you are
look at what you've got
from all that work on your car
the trip with your boyfriend
won't turn out as planned
and your fate has been sealed
once again
all of you
and all of your friends
suffer from this plague
with no goddamned end
dirt takes the place
where you once did reside
you suffer from deceit and lies
you're dirty inside
you're dirty inside
kick back, relax
let the tide wash over you
in a short time
this episode will have drawn completion
we've traveled so far
time has pushed us apart
what has happened wasn't meant
the foot you've stomped has broken
~~written by Shaun Kilroy
I think I am the dirt that resides where a good person used to be. And that is kinda depressing.