Gayyyyyy
It's about 4:00 am and I cannot sleep..I'm not tired at all..It probably has something to do with the fact that I didn't wake up until 4:30 this afternoon..but hey..whatev..I'm pretty sure I've got a test in First Aid later today..so that sucks. I wonder if anybody even reads this? I doubt it. It's not advertised in my profile anymore..and I've only got like 5 "LJ Friends"..and they probably don't even looks a their gay journals anymore..this is so gay..hmm..let's see if I have anything interesting to say..probably not..It's going to be Christmas pretty soon..and I have 5 bucks to my name..Everybody is getting presents from the dollar store..NICE! God I suck..this is miserable ! I wish I could just fucking sleeep. I'm pretty sure I have some wacky form of insomnia. I'm kind of hungry too..I've been craving Red Robin for like three months..I'm just too damn poor to go ha..I wish I would get off my stupid lazy ass and get a job..that's my goal..tomorrow..or today whatever..I'm going to go fill out a bunch of applications..where you ask? I don't know..maybe here..maybe there..no fast food though..that sounds very unappealing..I really want to work at the new Cold Stone..but I don't think it's opening until forever..the ice cream is so delicious though..If I worked there my blood would probably become like 90% ice cream..Alicia is coming home soon..that's cool..I'm excited. She's only going to be back for like 2 weeks though because she's going to stay at Tara's for the last week or so of her vaca..but Tara is coming here for a week and a half and that is splendiferous. She'll be here for New Years..I hope there are some kickass parties that I can take her to..cause if there isn't *shakes fist*..yeah I don't know..who's reading this anyway? Nobody..this whole entry is pointless and if anybody is reading this I feel sorry for you..and why are you still reading? This has got to be the worst thing ever written..AAHHHH oh my god this is missserable..My feet are cold...I don't know why but it is freezing in my household. And my blanket is not very warm I'm not gonna lie.
I wish I was philosophical..I mean I wish that I could just come up with these brilliant ideas or statements..like Big Red or Tony..they're brilliant people..I wish I was like that..I think maybe I need to start reading more. The only books I really read are the Harry Potter books..yes I know that I'm a dork but I'm the coolest dork you know heh heh..No I'm not I suck..I just wish I was poetic or something..I can write poems but only stupid funny ones that make fun of stuff..nothing good. I'm lame. haha I make myself seem so miserable..god I suck lol. I used to be very content and happy with life haha but now my way of thinking is this sucks and I hate everybody..but that'll happen when you have somebody telling you how much you suck for about a year..stupid miserable excuse for a human being. Worst person EVER. I can't think about that though..it just makes me angry..but he made me dread going to every volleyball practice..I used to love it..It never seemed like work before. It was fun and I enjoyed every minute of it. But then he became my coach and sucked all of the fun right out of it..instead of words of encouragement I was being told that I was doing everything wrong and basically everything I had been taught was wrong..and every loss that we had that season was my fault..the blame was put on me completely. I hate him with every fiber of my being..blah..I'm done complaining about that..
oh ha..I broke my face for halloween..that was not cool. Never again will I ask anybody for a piggie back ride..EVER. And I think the doctor was wrong..I think my nose is slightly broken..there is a mysterious bump on it. You can't really see it but I can feel it. It's on one side but not on the other side. The doctor's a quack! I don't know what that means..this is the longest most pointless thing ever. You know what else I need to do..laundry. I'm so lazy..I suck..New Years Resolution..Stop sucking and being so lazy..that won't happen..
THIS
IS
LAME.
bye
I wish I was philosophical..I mean I wish that I could just come up with these brilliant ideas or statements..like Big Red or Tony..they're brilliant people..I wish I was like that..I think maybe I need to start reading more. The only books I really read are the Harry Potter books..yes I know that I'm a dork but I'm the coolest dork you know heh heh..No I'm not I suck..I just wish I was poetic or something..I can write poems but only stupid funny ones that make fun of stuff..nothing good. I'm lame. haha I make myself seem so miserable..god I suck lol. I used to be very content and happy with life haha but now my way of thinking is this sucks and I hate everybody..but that'll happen when you have somebody telling you how much you suck for about a year..stupid miserable excuse for a human being. Worst person EVER. I can't think about that though..it just makes me angry..but he made me dread going to every volleyball practice..I used to love it..It never seemed like work before. It was fun and I enjoyed every minute of it. But then he became my coach and sucked all of the fun right out of it..instead of words of encouragement I was being told that I was doing everything wrong and basically everything I had been taught was wrong..and every loss that we had that season was my fault..the blame was put on me completely. I hate him with every fiber of my being..blah..I'm done complaining about that..
oh ha..I broke my face for halloween..that was not cool. Never again will I ask anybody for a piggie back ride..EVER. And I think the doctor was wrong..I think my nose is slightly broken..there is a mysterious bump on it. You can't really see it but I can feel it. It's on one side but not on the other side. The doctor's a quack! I don't know what that means..this is the longest most pointless thing ever. You know what else I need to do..laundry. I'm so lazy..I suck..New Years Resolution..Stop sucking and being so lazy..that won't happen..
THIS
IS
LAME.
bye