Why doesn't this ever end?!

Nov 28, 2007 00:36

I am so tired. Of so many things ( Read more... )

unemployment, health stuff, personal

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andeincascade November 28 2007, 00:00:00 UTC
Ceci, despite the fact that I am employed, I can sure relate to everything else in your post. Maybe I could substitute "I am tired of living in a hellhole" for that one. Is there something that would fire up your energy level so things don't seem so hopeless? And how could you give that to yourself? Or could a friend help?

I will be thinking of you and sending transformational karma.

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cd_lind November 28 2007, 00:33:47 UTC
Ceci, despite the fact that I am employed, I can sure relate to everything else in your post.
I find it an outrage that there are people whose salaries aren't high enough to live on....

Maybe I could substitute "I am tired of living in a hellhole" for that one.
Could you move?

Is there something that would fire up your energy level so things don't seem so hopeless?
Either a lottery win or a job offer.... ;-) No, but some money would be very welcome right about now.

And how could you give that to yourself? Or could a friend help?
I'm at a loss when it comes to money and jobs.

I will be thinking of you and sending transformational karma.
Thank you! I appreciate it!

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anonymous November 28 2007, 20:40:53 UTC
I know things will look up, this is just such a shitty time, you know? It's cold and dark and everybody are talking about Christmas presents. *gags*

The Linguistics exam will go live on Friday and I have to submit my answers before Tuesday evening, so it's doable but I'm just so filled with doubts right now....

*hugs back*

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cd_lind November 28 2007, 20:44:03 UTC
Uhm...that anonymous comment = me. *shakes head*

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ithilmenel November 28 2007, 05:13:33 UTC
None of those things are ridiculous, Ceci, they're things that bother you (and so many other people!) and since it affects you as much it's very important.

I really wish there was something I could do to help out. :(

*hugs you SO tight* Love you.

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cd_lind November 28 2007, 20:45:44 UTC
Today I even found myself wishing I hadn't ended things so quickly with Joe...but I knew it was because I'm feeling lonely and not because I have any hapy feelings for the guy. :-(

I hate feeling lonely, hopeless and poor. :-(

*hugs you back* Love you too! Why haven't we met yet?!

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hineko_eloriel November 28 2007, 14:45:31 UTC
*hugs*

I'm tired of being overweight and never eating right
So was I. I still don't eat right but at least I'm not overweight anymore. If you want to, I'm sure that you can do it. For me it was Aftonbladets Viktklubben that did it for me.

You should never have to change yourself to be accepted.

Having more or less chronic pain is hard; some days are definitely worse than other. I hope that it will get better for you soon.

Feeling alone when you get home must feel horrible. Maybe you should get some kind of pet?

Sometimes even minor things can feel major and sometimes it feels like nothing will ever get better. Maybe it would help if you talk to someone about it? In Swedish, because it's simplest: kanske prata med en kurator, en psykolog, en terapeut eller något? Inget fel i det - ibland kan man bara behöva prata av sig med någon.

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cd_lind November 28 2007, 20:51:37 UTC
*hugs you back*

So was I. I still don't eat right but at least I'm not overweight anymore. If you want to, I'm sure that you can do it. For me it was Aftonbladets Viktklubben that did it for me.
I joined SparkPeople the other day. My main problem is that I keep thinking "but this program/whatever isn't made for people with mobility challenges like mine," and so I don't see the point in taking part in it....

You should never have to change yourself to be accepted.
I'm so used to doing it that it's hard not to. I want everybody to like me, and it's really difficult.

Having more or less chronic pain is hard; some days are definitely worse than other. I hope that it will get better for you soon.
Either that, or that I learn to live with it.

Feeling alone when you get home must feel horrible. Maybe you should get some kind of pet?
I used to have a cat, but she had brain damage and had to be euthanized. I'm away a lot, and it just wouldn't be fair to the pet, you know?

Sometimes even minor things can feel major and sometimes it feels ( ... )

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hineko_eloriel November 28 2007, 21:23:49 UTC
I don't think that I've ever heard of that. Oh well, hopefully it will help you. ^_^ Viktklubben worked for me, even though I'm way too lazy to actually exercise, but weighing the food and counting the calories worked for me even though I sit almost completely still day in and day out. That's why I'm sure that something definitely is going to help you too. Maybe SparkPeople, maybe something else. Something will be able to help you though. ^_^

I'm so used to doing it that it's hard not to. I want everybody to like me, and it's really difficult.
Yeah, I know the feeling... It's hard. Just try to tell yourself that you're great just the way you are.

Yeah, learning to live with the pain is pretty much a must. One can always hope that it someday will be better though. ...or that someone invents some helluva painkillers for it. XD

I used to have a cat, but she had brain damage and had to be euthanized. I'm away a lot, and it just wouldn't be fair to the pet, you know?That's horrible... Poor cat, and I feel sorry for you too. Hm... ( ... )

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cd_lind November 28 2007, 21:29:28 UTC
I don't think that I've ever heard of that. Oh well, hopefully it will help you. ^_^
I hadn't heard of it either until a friend here on LJ mentioned it.

Viktklubben worked for me, even though I'm way too lazy to actually exercise
Well, that's good. That it worked, I mean. I've found that shoveling snow is fun, but there isn't nearly enough snow actually falling in order for me to keep busy all through the winter. I have more snow than you do, though. ;-þ

but weighing the food and counting the calories worked for me
The Spark site has a lot of foods in their database, so you pretty much only have to know how big your portion was!

even though I sit almost completely still day in and day out. That's why I'm sure that something definitely is going to help you too.
*nods* While I don't sit still per se, I sit still in a way. Yeah, I'm rambling. *g*

Maybe SparkPeople, maybe something else. Something will be able to help you though. ^_^
Thanks for reassuring me! It's so easy to lose the faith.

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territory_gal November 28 2007, 16:21:19 UTC
I'm so sorry, Ceci. If nothing else, prayer can help a lot. :)

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cd_lind November 28 2007, 20:52:25 UTC
Thanks, but at this point I'm really lost and I don't know if God is really listening to me....

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