anger
I have so much anger in me right now. I hold so much hate. My pain is becoming over whelming. The worst part of this whole situation is that the person that I love the most is abandoning me. All I can do is sit in this chair and weep. All I want to do is hold her in my arms and have her tell me everything is going to be all right. That she will help make things right. It is a worthless wish. A dire thought. iF ONLY... If only i could stop... then everything might be all right