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I am not the type of person to make a scene and therfore will end things in a timely manner. It feels good that I now have one more free space in my mind. I feel strangly more at peace and ease maybe now I can stop having the dreams. I hate fucking snakes. Damn snakes. I feel more at peace and I just hope that so does she. I can't stand long goodbyes but that was all that this was and I am just angry that it took so long to see that. On the good side of everything I found out that some people want to be more then friends with me but I refuse becuase I am too afraid that I will hurt them. They are just too sweet to go out with me. My ex told me I deserve someone who will put me first and will be faithful, and honest to me. I think she may still be interested in me. She helped me realize that I don't need another person to make me happy that the only person that can make me happy is myself. That is all I need, and therefore is the only thing I will take.