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Maybe I am one of those people who will never be satisfied with any one of my realtionships and will wander around the world lost and alone for the rest of my life. I feel like just when I get close to someone I push them away. This time though I just need to be close to you, but you're not there... I am so screwed up... I shouldnt like you... I shouldnt think of you this way... you're just going to leave me too...