Tears
Years of balling myself up, into someone who has no one.
Your the only thing that really goes right in my life and the only thing that really goes wrong. Thats probably my fault. I'm clingy and overbearing and I want to be with you all the time, and you came at a time when my best friend was shutting me out, regardless of what she says she hadnt trusted me in months.
But you do you have to let me down over and over again. I hate you and love you all in the same breath. I can't live with you, but I know far more importantly I would die without you.
I need you to be serious to be an adult. But maybe you never will be. How can be one of the smartest people I know and be so stupid.
You make me cry more than I can count. You are all the stress in my life. You are so dumb I want to slap you so hard and make you wake up.
WAKE UP! I need you to wake up. Why can't you see whats important? A ring isnt important, especially when you can't put it on my finger for years. Your bills are important, your loan is important. Your rent is important. Your electricity is important. There are far more important when it comes to keeping me than anything you could buy me.
You couldn't save and pay back your loan? You don't make sense to me. Buying me a ring isn't going to make it all go away. See it now? It made it worse.
You need to pay that good damn loan, before it disappears.
I don't even know what to say to you to get through to you. I want to yell and scream at you but that only drives you away. I'm not Chelsea you don't yell back. Sometimes I wish you would, at least I would know you are there. You just walk away from me, that scares me, and you do it like youll never come back.
So much for venting, because I still feel like shit.
Your the only thing that really goes right in my life and the only thing that really goes wrong. Thats probably my fault. I'm clingy and overbearing and I want to be with you all the time, and you came at a time when my best friend was shutting me out, regardless of what she says she hadnt trusted me in months.
But you do you have to let me down over and over again. I hate you and love you all in the same breath. I can't live with you, but I know far more importantly I would die without you.
I need you to be serious to be an adult. But maybe you never will be. How can be one of the smartest people I know and be so stupid.
You make me cry more than I can count. You are all the stress in my life. You are so dumb I want to slap you so hard and make you wake up.
WAKE UP! I need you to wake up. Why can't you see whats important? A ring isnt important, especially when you can't put it on my finger for years. Your bills are important, your loan is important. Your rent is important. Your electricity is important. There are far more important when it comes to keeping me than anything you could buy me.
You couldn't save and pay back your loan? You don't make sense to me. Buying me a ring isn't going to make it all go away. See it now? It made it worse.
You need to pay that good damn loan, before it disappears.
I don't even know what to say to you to get through to you. I want to yell and scream at you but that only drives you away. I'm not Chelsea you don't yell back. Sometimes I wish you would, at least I would know you are there. You just walk away from me, that scares me, and you do it like youll never come back.
So much for venting, because I still feel like shit.