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my new years resolution(s), just to get it out there.
to stop feeling 'this', and to stop caring about it. fuck it. maybe just focus on school and swimming so i can actually do something w/my life, dumb as that sounds. and just block this out. if you cant sort it out or deal w/it, you can sure as hell bury it. and i will.
it's been a long december and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last...hello 2005, what do you have in store?
-N