Dec 28, 2003 03:29
Back from a week with my folks...yes a week....and after not seeing them for 2 years its was both eternally boring, and a welcome reminder of times of yore...It seams the older I get the more we see each other on the same page...of course they still want to know why I'm not seeing anyone/married/have a good job/have my life together....but they also get the point when I explain that that's just not where I am right now In my life...I finally confronted my mother about my problems stemming from subconscious questions of being adopted. They also figured out I smoke, but didn't seam to broken up about that, which surprised me. but then again I'm pushing 30, What could they possibly do...I got drunk while we went Christmas shopping, or should I say they went shopping, I found the closest bar. That wasn't the brightest thing to do but come on, that was 4 days into it, I needed some sort of release...
In other news my life is coming together in bits and pieces, 2004 may be a great year for the progression of Me...but only time will tell on that....Let me state it this way, I feel a change coming, but what sort of change is the question...
I, at this juncture have no plans for new years eve I should do something about that....
I'm tired, It's 3:30, I'm gonna turn in and update this tomorrow...I'm sure my brain will be in better working order then...