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It's 5 AM, I went to sleep at 12, I woke up with nightmares 5 or six times tonight, not the horribly frightening kinds, just the stressful kind, where things are happening that are just annoying...(I wanted to get up early tomorrow, but I can't see myself wasting time trying to go back to sleep and having this occur henceforth till my alarm goes off. so I instead, go out and smoke in the biter cold, and decided to make this entry..)
My ex will be in town on Wednesday for the thanksgiving weekend, from California, and we're spending time together on said day..This will be quite nice. (I'm not sure if it will be healthy, we both have grown a lot since then, for god sakes,it was like 3 to 4 years ago, I'd certainly hope so....but still......we'll the best I can say is, we shall see what transpires and play it by ear....)
I made adobo style Chicken today for my roommates and I, seeing as how they enjoy Thai food, and we had the ingredients...It was quite good, for my first Thai cooking, but I don't know if I'd make it again...(its funny I don't cook what I'm in the mood for most times, I often cook because of what we have in the kitchen...throw together 10 ingredients and see what happens kind of cooking..and since I'm often missing one ingredient then its never what it started out to be...but its always good...)
I was wondering today, If the people we knew in the past, think about the times we had together as much as I do as we get older, and also If they view it the same way I do...or even if they remember any of it...
Normally I enjoy being awake this late at night, the calmness and tranquility is good for getting things done, and also just plain relaxation...Tonight though, it's just cold and uncomfortable..I'm not quite sure if this is how I feel internally or its actually cold and uncomfortable here in the house...(I'm gonna try to go back to bed, and I'll probably erase this whole thing tomorrow when I wake, but for now its here, for now its a reminder that recently I've been thinking, and for once its not that good....)
Pet peeve of the day...people who quote characters in movies and TV as a source of great quotes...I'm like, dude, sure its a good quote, but quote the writers, the character isn't real...
My ex will be in town on Wednesday for the thanksgiving weekend, from California, and we're spending time together on said day..This will be quite nice. (I'm not sure if it will be healthy, we both have grown a lot since then, for god sakes,it was like 3 to 4 years ago, I'd certainly hope so....but still......we'll the best I can say is, we shall see what transpires and play it by ear....)
I made adobo style Chicken today for my roommates and I, seeing as how they enjoy Thai food, and we had the ingredients...It was quite good, for my first Thai cooking, but I don't know if I'd make it again...(its funny I don't cook what I'm in the mood for most times, I often cook because of what we have in the kitchen...throw together 10 ingredients and see what happens kind of cooking..and since I'm often missing one ingredient then its never what it started out to be...but its always good...)
I was wondering today, If the people we knew in the past, think about the times we had together as much as I do as we get older, and also If they view it the same way I do...or even if they remember any of it...
Normally I enjoy being awake this late at night, the calmness and tranquility is good for getting things done, and also just plain relaxation...Tonight though, it's just cold and uncomfortable..I'm not quite sure if this is how I feel internally or its actually cold and uncomfortable here in the house...(I'm gonna try to go back to bed, and I'll probably erase this whole thing tomorrow when I wake, but for now its here, for now its a reminder that recently I've been thinking, and for once its not that good....)
Pet peeve of the day...people who quote characters in movies and TV as a source of great quotes...I'm like, dude, sure its a good quote, but quote the writers, the character isn't real...