college...ahh!!!

[cckaffeen]

so i went to miami today. it was cold. and wet. it was nice and all. i still don't think that i fit there and probably won't go there. looking at this college for some reason made me realize how close i am to leaving and living on my own. looking at miami just got me thinking is all. i don't think that i will say what though, because i haven't actually sorted it all out yet. basically i just know that pretty much everything is going to change, which i guess is the whole point. i just didn't realize it until now. rach said that the college decision would be for her which i think is a good thing.

ok enough of that. but i just can't stop thinking about it.

one more week of cross country . it really hasn't hit me yet. it makes me sad. i am just getting more sad and confused and i just don't know....ok done now for real.

so i've got nothing else to say, except that i am excited because i am going to watch the growing pains movie! yay!!! oh yeah and never watch a movie with amy if she hasn't seen it before and you have, or at least not a scary movie. ok bye now