Feb 17, 2015 05:44
I can't sleep. You don't bounce 1.5 zees plus a 25 oz beer off two bars, five beers and a shot because tomorrow's the big show, then four more beers to get that off me and not sleep, not 4 workouts in past 11 days or I don't. The idea was not taking that crap anymore. You work out serious, you sleep. Unless you're not to sleep. Which occurs to me, too.
One person. Sunday night, post VD, horror show, two suckass dates neither of which I planned ended up she left 2 AM at 16 degrees, good. Realistic. There's me, sitting in my usual Sunday spot eating the last of a sesame bagel, piece of one with salmon cream cheese going home in 7 degrees all right with God from one kiss from a woman on crutches knows I want her to shove a ring on her finger. Small change it's like that.
Dead Jews oh we're real good with that. Secretary Kerry in urgent discussions right yesterday. Dead Arabs well Palestinians it's all which group you know. Dead Buddhists don't count for shit. China. The Pivot. Dead Muslisms generally who cares. Myanmar, so much improved. Myanmar A- no B-. You have to kill them, the tribes in the sticks they're Muslims slaughtered by Buddhists. So confusing.
Bahai'is no one remembers them. Yemen's run by Houthis, who are kind of Shi'a who got sick of being slaughtered by whichever President controls Yemen in 1Q 2015. Talk he wants to split Yemen in two to improve conditions in 1991 when Yemen was North and South Yemen. Who knows what to wear, these days?
Post VD Sunday, something on the news. "Holy shit. SHIT did you see that? That'll change it all." Minus dead silence. Not crickets, not recognized.
One human being, today said "I saw that shit & went crazy, I flipped out ...." I'm out to die by smashing mirrors to be guilty of it smash all the glass. Somehow glass. Everyone's lonely anywhere near it it makes that great sound smashed like you set things right. She said "we're in hell on Earth," I said yeah, we said "Egypt." Lying to myself. I'm sunk to this. Lying to myself. What stays true. Ignore what I say. What I do. Judge that. That is the one thing I've got right at all, so long now don't remember.
ISIS lined up men in orange jumpsuits, non-combatants. They were guilty of nothing. Lined them up and cut their heads off. I think the uniforms were wrong. Orange. Just looks all confusing.
ISIS said we're going to kill "people of the Cross." I'm like a pro now. Move me to the Philipines, the Manila Folders.
Obama, is it time to address the Congress now? Fuck your bill. Not bad. Document by committee for Congress, I've seen worse crap, so's Boehner, McCain, Leahy, whatshername from Iowa, Graham gets unsteady but my understanding is these can shoot a gun.
Hillary in 2016. Republicans for Hillary. I'll go first. Because she's twice the man Obama is.
I'll take that back when our President asks for a declaration of war. You think Abdullah, looking real stable right now? Egypt stomped the crap out of ISIS today: good. Both countries, risked no more government. "Against ISIS. Against Islam!" Arab leaders, such as they are, can't blame 'em now, every hit on ISIS risks their countries falling apart.
President Obama. LEAD. NOW. Ask Congress for a declaration of war on ISIS. Rip up that other piece of shit. No qualifying anything. Ask to destroy them.
Lead.