Can I Please Rewind?
The last few nights have been horrible.
Sometimes I wish I could just rewind life. Back to a time before boyfriends, Rent, other bills. To a time when I could call up Tyler and we'd go out to a movie, the mall, and coffee. To a time when I didn't wonder who my friends were or the lack of them. Before I had to worry about not being chosen or not having a friend to hug. When I could call up my best friend crying knowing she'd just listen to the sobs. When I had a place to go to get away from it all.
Lately, I just want to give up on decisions I've made. Run back to home where I don't have to worry about much but I won't get too far either.
Sometimes I tell myself I'm not good enough.
To some I seem so well put together and like I'm doing great.
I say I'm ok, I'm not.
I say don't worry, when I just want to yell.
I'm shy this makes me not so sociable and left out.
My icon says "Never regret something that once made you smile" -- What about all the things that don't make you smile?
Sometimes I wish I could just rewind life. Back to a time before boyfriends, Rent, other bills. To a time when I could call up Tyler and we'd go out to a movie, the mall, and coffee. To a time when I didn't wonder who my friends were or the lack of them. Before I had to worry about not being chosen or not having a friend to hug. When I could call up my best friend crying knowing she'd just listen to the sobs. When I had a place to go to get away from it all.
Lately, I just want to give up on decisions I've made. Run back to home where I don't have to worry about much but I won't get too far either.
Sometimes I tell myself I'm not good enough.
To some I seem so well put together and like I'm doing great.
I say I'm ok, I'm not.
I say don't worry, when I just want to yell.
I'm shy this makes me not so sociable and left out.
My icon says "Never regret something that once made you smile" -- What about all the things that don't make you smile?