where as last summer was just straight up hell...
this summer is going to be a humbling experience. between working at menards where i have little to no clue as to how to help anybody, i pretty much listen to their question, then turn and find the nearest person who actually knows what they are talking about, to just being around the apartment... we have a subletter... but she's quiet and doesn't come out very much, in the two days she's been here we've probably spoke about three sentences to each other. if not for one of the managers being stupid with scheduling this weekend, i would have gone to illinois to see vanessa, but i have next saturday and sunday off, though i do work friday night and at ten or something on monday... but unless vanessa has to work, we'll get to see each other then, still not sure if i'd be going there, she'd be coming here, or if we'd be going to black river, i know that some friends from high school are getting together saturday night, so we'll see... i guess i should go, i work 10 - 6... i'm just overjoyed... maybe i won't mind once i know what i'm doing... but as of right now... i'm essentially just scared to go... i don't like not knowing anything... too much the opposite of everything else in my life