so tired, so... many things

[ccgates]

the past couple of days have been extremely long, but yet extremely fun at the same time. tuesday i had to shadow breakfast and lunch, which was pretty much just extremely boring... but after that i came home and i think i sat around for a while, i don't know, that's a long time ago, but i decided that i should probably turn in my applications to dick's and menard's, well when i got to menard's i tried to turn it in, but then they asked me to speak to the manager right away, which was good, because i didn't know when i would be able to come back out to have an interview anyway, but also a little bad, because i was suppose to pick vanessa up from chad at 6:30 to go to dinner for her birthday. well, to shorten things up, i was pretty much offered a job after talking with him for about 15 minutes. they pay incredibly in my eyes for a stupid summer job, $8.55 during the week and $11.05 on the weekend! damn! but yeah, i rushed back down chad to get vanessa, and we went to the olive garden for her birthday, it was really nice, i love the food, she loves the food, and the added bonus of being together... yeah. i guess this leads to wednesday, which was the eternal day of work, i worked 2nd half breakfast, all of lunch, dinner, and coffeehouse, which added up to almost 12 hours of work... not much else happend other than lee and i had a bunch of fun during coffeehouse. today was one of the hardest days of the year for me... i got about 5 hours of sleep, which for me is nothing, got up and went to the shell, and then sadly i went to chad to help vanessa move out, it's tough to help somebody move out who's going two hours away when you'd rather just move their stuff into your apartment so they can stay here... i met her parents, which wasn't overly awkward, which is good... but saying goodbye was tough... i didn't know what to say, people were just walking past us in a blur, kind of like one of those movie scenes that focus's on two people and everyone else is in fast forward... eventually i was able to go... not by my own will though... i can already tell this is going to be a long summer... after that i went to west towne to take my drug test so i can work at menard's, got lunch/dinner from qdoba, and filled up on gas so i can drive for a couple more weeks... and then an exciting 6 hours or so of studying with ebeth, kelly, and greg (partially)...

i'll be done hopefully by 1:30 tomorrow, then work, then takara, then drink and drink and drink...

i need a hug... and not from anyone in this state... (no offense to anyone in wisconsin...)