Cant sleep
I cant sleep my damn back is hurting so bad its not funny, and a couple of my ribs hurt. If it dont feel better by mid-day tomorrow I am going to the ER cause I heard a crack when Dr.C was pushing down on my back and I screamed like bloodly murder. I have the tens unit on my back for a bit now. Hoping it will help some. Hell I have a whole damn cabnit full of pain meds but I keep telling the doctors dont give them to me if you do only give me a couple. I dont like taking pain meds or anything you can become addicted to easy. My mom was a drug addict I seen what that shit can do to her. Hell no will I ever end up like her. Hence why no beer and shit come into my house. I love the fact that Joe respects that. Joe use to drink heavy when we first got together. Tonight was so nice with him too. After he DJed he came in and cuddled with me on the couch had some "wife and hubby time" and then just relaxed in eachothers arms watching these games on GSN. We were both yelling at the tv when some of these idiots were beting on shitty ass hands. It was funny though. ok well I better try to laydown again in his arms. I am hoping to get aleast alittle bit of sleep. Oh speaking of his arms oh dear lord. Eariler tonight he was streching and he had his arms like folded up over his head and I came in and rubbed his arms and didnt notice atfirst he was streching so his arms were flexed. Oh mama I just about died when I ran my hand over his muscles. Thats my weakness about Joe his arms and his chest and his eyes. He has the softest eyes you could ever see in a man. True he can be a real asshole but lately he is tring to work on it. His email to me today really took me for a loop!