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I got really upset/mad the other day and i slammed my head against my wall. I'm pretty sure it gave me permanent head damage because i still have a headache, and it was a couple days ago. Anyway, today was good. I hung out with Thomasin and Claire and i love them, so you know. Chill day. Weird weekend though, basically. I don't really wanna talk about it though.
I decided that i'm not going to blame myself anymore for me needing to see a therapist, and doctor etc. anymore. There's a lot going on in my life and i think it's necissary now. Yea, it sucks, and it's actually pretty lame, but yea. I'd much rather be completely carefree and happy all the time, but bad things keep happening to me, and have been happening since i was very little, and it's really not my fault. I do what i can to let things blow over and be happy, and a lot of the time i am. Eventually things will hopefully be good all the time. I like to not think about those things so seriously.
I'm writing a research paper right now. It's supposed to be 4-6 pages, i wrote 2 and a half and i'm completely done. So, that's cool. I'm really tired so i don't feel like making up a bunch of shit that doesn't make sense! Hey, i really don't want to go to school tomorrow..or any more. summer?!
I decided that i'm not going to blame myself anymore for me needing to see a therapist, and doctor etc. anymore. There's a lot going on in my life and i think it's necissary now. Yea, it sucks, and it's actually pretty lame, but yea. I'd much rather be completely carefree and happy all the time, but bad things keep happening to me, and have been happening since i was very little, and it's really not my fault. I do what i can to let things blow over and be happy, and a lot of the time i am. Eventually things will hopefully be good all the time. I like to not think about those things so seriously.
I'm writing a research paper right now. It's supposed to be 4-6 pages, i wrote 2 and a half and i'm completely done. So, that's cool. I'm really tired so i don't feel like making up a bunch of shit that doesn't make sense! Hey, i really don't want to go to school tomorrow..or any more. summer?!