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[ccbandgeek182]

okay so band camp started this week. no big deal. we have a new band teacher so we're trying to get used to her. it's cool and things seemed to be going well. but it was also only the 2nd day. I didn't get section leader to begin with and i was upset that i didn't but i was happy for my friend Hannah because i knew it was what she had always wanted. i never wanted to take that away from her. she was soo happy and she's my friend. but yesterday i had told my teacher that i would march bass drum during feild shows so i went to talk to her about it today and in light of recent events i won't but she asked me a series of question about previous years and if i had been 1st chair and section leader. I told her yes but I had always split it with hannah. and we ended up deciding to do that again and as happy as i was for 3 seconds it was ruined. I understand where Hannah is coming from and all about being angry because she's a senior and all but I didn't bring it up with my teacher, I swear I didn't. I know that I need to talk to her tomorrow about it before anybody else and only one other friend knows the true story but she was my support because I was crying and shaking and I still am. I don't know why because I'm really warm and it's even warmer than normal in this house but I'm still really cold. anyways, i'm got a bunch of stuff to do before bed so I've got to go. Please pray for me to be able to talk to Hannah. Night.
-Julia