ugh
well today started out really good despite being tired, but dancing made me feel better and I got to think about a lot of things that were on my mind! I then got out of there like at 11 then I went to kwik trip got gas and a drink. haha gas prices fucking suck! It went from 12 dollars to fill up to fucking almost 30..that is a bit much if I do say so myself! But its cool because parents pay for gas so it all works out, lol! I then drove all the way to tomah.. haha im making it sound like it takes forever and i dont usually do it.. haha i make that trip like everyday. But then i got to my work and picked up my paycheck which was over $300 dollars for a week and a half of work.. not bad for a girl with only a high school graduation, lol. and of course i had to stay for a little while and tell the girls what is going on in the wonderful world of Rebecca. lol its like they live to hear about me, but they are really cool ladies i practically grew up with them! well then i went home and checked to see if marcel was on by chance, and by this time my head was pounding and i was really tired, so then i had to tell marcel that i wasnt up for another trip to la crosse right then, and i guess that was another bad choice because now he thinks im just like his other crushes, and i guess i can control when i dont feel good or i should suck it up next time so i can go with him! well then i guess we werent on the best of terms when i left because then he sent me an email titled "WTF" that should tell you right there that he is mad at you. So im like shit i will just go get an icey and maybe i will feel kinda better. well i went to tomah to Wal-Mart and got an awesome icey and when i was there i seen ashley, brittany, natalie, and megan (the girls that i hung out and used to be so tight with in high school) and they asked me what was going on and told me they were going to have a going away party for me and just a party tomorrow, well today now! And they asked me to come and im like ok i guess since i havent hung out with them in forever, so i guess that is what i will be doing tomorrow night, should be loads of fun(SARCASM!) then i get home and marcel was on so i talked to him and we tried to talk about stuff but i dont think it really worked out! and he asked for us to do something and i told him idk and he invited me to go to the movies, and yeah little old rebecca and marcel(dont even know what he looks like yet) and his friends that he tells me that arent too accepting and 2 girls that were once his "crushes." talk about a very awkward feeling! But i was considering it! lol i guess anything to get to see marcel and maybe work some stuff out. then all of a sudden i get this call on my cell phone which i never use, and it is Aaron, that fucker rolled his truck in the sand pit and asked me to come help him with my dads truck, me being and awesome friend was like yeah i will be there in 45 mins, haha that was an awesome time. we got him unstuck but decided that we should do it again, and again. We were having so much fun(Aaron and i go so far back he has to be the coolest guy friend i have!)but then i finally was like what time is it it turned out to be 9:45 and the movie started like at 9:15 and im like ahh fuck. I hopped into my dads tuck went home and changed and changed cars to my moms Tahoe and got to the movies at 10:15 holy shit i can not believe i did all of that in such short time! lol then i went in and was going to buy tickets and then i asked the guy how long has it been going on for and i already missed basically half of it and im like fuck that so then i sent marcel a text message saying in sorry and wanted to meet him at kwik trip after the movies. so i went to kwik trip for the second time today but they were 2 totally different ones lol. I waited and Waited and WAITED,for a fucking hour and a half! and marcel was a no show, i dont know if it was his way of getting back at me for missing the movie but im sorry i couldnt make it, and damn just stand me up...ugh i hate that so much! well i better stop while im ahead before i say too much!