"just friends"
Hum, well it finally happened! Marcel finally said I guess we will be “just friends.” Wow this actually kind of makes me think about the whole “thing” between us! I had to be the stupidest girl in the world to fall for the words this boy was telling me! Now I see that just because some guy is very literate person doesn’t mean he is what he says he is. I see that now and I can’t believe I fell for it! Damn when we first started out I was very skeptical about the whole thing. But I decided to put my head to the side and follow my heart. At first he was too good to be true...the “PERFECT” guy! If I could carve a man out of wax it would have all the qualities Marcel possesses! Or at least I thought. Ever time I talked to him I started liking him more and more and thought it would be an awesome summer romance! Slowly, that started slipping. He wasn’t who I actually thought he was. Idk if he was tiring to impress me or something at first. But I guess he knew how I felt about him so he was going to take advantage of it! Things he did I forgave him for even though I would normally leave the guy for doing that. I gave him chances after chances he took them and abused them! When he first met me he gave me this “I have been hurt by many girls in the past, and I’m scared that it will end up like last time, and that you are just leading me on.” I thought that was really sad and I wanted to prove to him that not every girl was like that, I WASN’T like that. But he had in the back of his mind from day 1 that I was going to “break his heart.” Guess what babe, your heart may not be but mine sure the hell is! I guess he turned out to be like every other guy that I know with the exception of a few. I really don’t think he knows what he wants at all. One minute he is hot the next he is cold, one minute he likes me the next he wants to be friends. I don’t think my heart can take that anymore! It’s been an emotional roller coaster! And I think I’m done with that ride. He ended it. Well I want to say Marcel I hope you are happy where ever life my bring you! Don’t compare girls to your past. Give them a chance, a clean slate. Think they are wonderful until proven not! Actually why am I giving you advice…not that you take it anyways.