well shit i guess......
sitting there and wham it hits you........ man im just here..these people mean shit to me and well i really fucking dislike a few of them and i mean shit to them and am most likely disliked by those same people. knowing that when the shit hites the fan i have no one in my corner to push me back up or in this case to even have a reason to get up and then you think who was there before and its funny i can count them all on one hand.funny lol but yeah idk just strange people say they are alone all the time bu they just are looking for a different thing than they already have. being 100% alone is a strange thought lol sort of like taking a fistfull of hydros and being comatose to the world and the world sees you i the same way just a blur making some noise from time to time haha i like that cuz its true the only way to feel alright nowadays is to stuffem down and see what happens.........
Waiting For The Moment
Long lonely nights
My thoughts are a mess
I know what I want but what I want I can't get
Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry
And I think off all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
My childhood memories are a pain ingrained in me
To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind
I've lost I've lost too many times
I've failed I've failed in society's eyes
Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me
Long lonely nights
My thoughts are a mess
I've known what I want but what I want I couldn't get
Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry
And I think of all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind
I try to better myself but the rush and stress of life
seems to have pushed everyone ahead and left me behind
I've lost I've lost too many times
I've failed I've failed in society's eyes
Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me
Long painful nights
My thoughts are a mess
My thoughts have become one
I want to end it now
I want to take all those I hate with me on a journey of pain tonight
There won't be any thing you can do about it
cause when I decide it's time it'll be time for all to pay
It's the only way the only way for my conscience and soul to rest at ease
I belong nowhere
Outcast
I belong nowhere
Outsider
-Blood For Blood
Waiting For The Moment
Long lonely nights
My thoughts are a mess
I know what I want but what I want I can't get
Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry
And I think off all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
My childhood memories are a pain ingrained in me
To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind
I've lost I've lost too many times
I've failed I've failed in society's eyes
Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me
Long lonely nights
My thoughts are a mess
I've known what I want but what I want I couldn't get
Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry
And I think of all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me
The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom
Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die
To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind
I try to better myself but the rush and stress of life
seems to have pushed everyone ahead and left me behind
I've lost I've lost too many times
I've failed I've failed in society's eyes
Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me
Long painful nights
My thoughts are a mess
My thoughts have become one
I want to end it now
I want to take all those I hate with me on a journey of pain tonight
There won't be any thing you can do about it
cause when I decide it's time it'll be time for all to pay
It's the only way the only way for my conscience and soul to rest at ease
I belong nowhere
Outcast
I belong nowhere
Outsider
-Blood For Blood