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Sometimes life is out of our hands.
There is nothing I can do... yet I can't take the grief. Can't take the pain, please don't do it, even if its just for me, thats all I ask.
Its hard not see yourself at a complete loss. When you've been disowned by all that you've got.
When you realize that your father never loved you.
That he was nothing at all and that the hero of my life is actually a zero.
A deadbeat.
Im so tired. And so lost. Yet life is so good.
And I can't explain why. Cause these are some of the hardest times.
But still...I don't know how much my heart can take...
There is nothing I can do... yet I can't take the grief. Can't take the pain, please don't do it, even if its just for me, thats all I ask.
Its hard not see yourself at a complete loss. When you've been disowned by all that you've got.
When you realize that your father never loved you.
That he was nothing at all and that the hero of my life is actually a zero.
A deadbeat.
Im so tired. And so lost. Yet life is so good.
And I can't explain why. Cause these are some of the hardest times.
But still...I don't know how much my heart can take...